Sunday, April 29, 2007
swaying away on the dancefloor

i'm pretty sleepy now, but i'm being all indignant about going to sleep, just because.

been refreshing and refreshing spree pages, but nooooo, none of the sprees i want are open. :( :( :( i just wanna spendddddddddddddddd.

first sat in months that i'm HOMEEEE! :D :D :D which, i spent sleeping the day away btw.
3am - 2+pm
4+pm - 7pm
omg, i'm a pig

woooozy doooozy i shall pop a panadol.

AH OKAY, I SHALL GO WATCH MY DVDS NOW.


p.s. this is not the intended blog post, but i kinda gave up on the REAL blog post with all pictures from this week & stuff & blah blah. will post that tomorrow, hopefully :D

p.p.s. as much as i devour all the news about the vtech shooting, i think the news should just stop, the neverending press on the story is kinda glorifying his deed........ :S not that i'm not ever sympathising with the victims & their families. but think about it,
the passing of 30+ people in virginia = the whole world's grieving for them, but when so many more people are getting killed in iraq........ i dont really see such big fanfare & fuss abt it.
:( :( :(

OH YEAH, IPP'S OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!! HURRRRRRRRRRRAH!!!!!!!!!



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Sunday, April 22, 2007
the grass is greener on the other side

back from bbq around midnightish. WELL WHAT CAN I SAY. PASIR RIS IS LIKE AT THE OTHER END OF THE WORLD.

hahahahaha. i'm actually torn between IWISHIHAVEDIARRHOEASOBADICANTAKEMCONMONDAY and AHHHHIWISHIDONTHAVETOSITONTHETOILETBOWL. lol. all because of the weird tasting soft soft otak otak.

but hahahahaha. i had the weirdest bbq food evvvvvvver.........prata. LOL. jacky was so frickkin proud of his prata, which eventually ended up in my tummy, first dibs first dibs, with all the carbon in the world. cause it was kinda burnt. =S

sooooo.... i am having calculus next sem afterall, gggggreat. dad asked me two days ago if i wanna go overseas to further my studies. wwwwwwwwwwwwwhat?



i get all teary eyed when i read sweet entries of couples who've gone through so much and deserves soooooo much to be happy. well, lets just say i'm a softie........... :D



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Friday, April 20, 2007
the heart's soaring

OH ME GOOOOSH! photobucket makes my pretty photos look all warped, blurred or pixelised!!!!!
>:( not satisfied, go here --> http://s80.photobucket.com/albums/j185/youknowyoutotallyloveme/

disclaimer: some parts of this entry was written nearly two weeks ago, i think? Procrastinator me prevailed! but heyyyy, i finalllllly finished the entry! so the timeframe might seem a little weird)

aaaahhh, i really have to resort to blogging on MS word during my free time at work. Or else. i’ll never update this graveyard of mine.

its been so long since i’ve updated properly that i have acquired another baby cousin (heeheehee, I will squishhhhhh that lil bundle of joy. heeheehee), finished watching My Girl (LEE JUNKI = HOTNESS) (tho felicia and me will never stop bickering over his niang-ness), started watching yet another korean show, Man of the Vineyard, (Eun Hye is so tanned in this one, its weird), a million dates with the loved ones, had a short getaway to enjoy the sun & sea & its yet another month in my verhhhh ‘pink wordy’ organizer. (pink words = social life, brown words = school, purple words = public holidays!) :P WELCOME APRIL!

XINHUI, NO PEEPING. you wanna read. read when i update. :D

So anyways life has been soooo happening that my MBS is begging for rest. Mind Body and Soul i mean. :D

Warning: super long entry ahead. Visuals overload. (made collages to ease your eyes)

LIFE in bullets: (well, long bullets that is)

• sisters day on the 8th! :D :D

• hah, I’ll never forget the stupid evening on the 9th.

Super funny (tho at my expense) + embarrassing + BIGGEST BLONDE MOMENT EVER = never will tell you what happened. Pffffffft.

For those who know, they cant stop laughing at my stupidity. :( :( whatever it is, for those who don’t know, cut the long story short, I ended up in sengkang when I should be in yew tee. Whateverrrr. :( so met the best friend at vivo since I was such an angstykidzZzZ@hotmail.com after ending up at sengkang. She couldn’t stop laughing at my neverending bad luck. Laughed even more when I had to call her through a payphone which I miserably had to comb the whole of Compasspoint to find one. >:(

• gathering at grandma’s on the 10th!

the gran’s moving, so we dug out all the old albums to take home. Hot figures of moms/funny hairstyles of dads/childhood pictures of aunts/uncles. Even postcards from my dad from around the world to his younger brothers. Dad sent one postcard from Vancouver to remind his little rascals of brothers - one to study for his PSLE. And another, to stop being so naughty. Nearly 20 years ago.

And there was a picture of me, maybe 2-3 years old, when I still had my headful of big soft curls. Sitting precociously on the top of the kitchen cabinet. Smiling for all its worth. Could have been awarded the cheesiest smile. Ahhhh damn, I feel sad just thinking abt gran moving. 19 years of my life, I spent so many Hari Raya’s there, stayed over weekends there, sleeping my gran’s big vintage bed (it was heeee-uge to me when I was a kid hokay), visiting the gran out of the blue on my own as I got older, granddad & great gran’s funerals, a gazillion food feasts & how can I forget the time I spent there monkeying around with the cousins at the playground. I was almost a boy. Yikes.

to have your life partner pass on before you do, something so heartbreaking, a feeling i hope i'll never find out. selfish no? everytime i look at my grandma, i'm reminded of how my granddad's not here anymore. though she's surrounded by this big family. but ultimately we cant all be here all the time. leaving her all alone still. my heart breaks everytime i think about this.

• shopping + coffee club + hk café with dajie, sarah the dasao & nicholas the didi on the 17th!

SUPPOSED TO MEET MEL PLEASE. :( but she couldn’t make it. ah damn. she’s gonna take forever to come back from Japan the next time. :( it ended up being the few of us. Cause some people couldn’t make it. but NEHHHHHMIND WE HAD FUN! sometimes I marvel at the nonsense that comes out of my mouth. We couldn’t stop laughing the whole time out. :D like jie says “I LOVE OUR FAMILY!” :D (after today, I realized that dong is in danger with sarah around. Gotta keep him out of reach! HEEHEEHEE)

& oh oh oh! Jie & me managed some shopping before meeting sarah & nic. :D :D :D :D we snapped up two pairs of heels each in recorddddd time. Hop from one shop to the opposite. we maniamrojakmamak! (inside joke) :D :D :D :D

• results on the 19th

couldn’t really care less about the results. Hahahahahahha. But thank god my gpa didn’t go down or remained stagnant. It increased even! HURRAH!

• dinner at billy bombers with the loves from school

jacky & shar are still the sick duo. All the crazy jokes about the pink pussy cat & Sophia & steaks being well done or medium = crazy mad laughing hyenas. Edwin-winnie, you seriously missed out on a wholeeeeeeeeeeeee lotttttttttttt of laughter. THE NEXT TIME WE’RE MEETING = ATTENDANCE IS COMPULSORY! Tingting hunny bunny, you have not sent me the photos stilllll. >:(

• Saturday with dajie on the 24th!

was supposedly supposed to be our weekly family shareholders meeting. But hah. the workaholic duo = vannie the er jie & momsy hen were both – doh! working. so :( :( :( :( please. So dajie and me decided to spend yet another quality Saturday together. We managed to satisfied our hk café cravings tho! :D :D :D & dajie got us the CUTEST CUTEST CUTEST hello kitty solar blinking keychain everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I never knew such a thing even existed. I’m gonna sub one of the photos with one of our cute family. :D

• Dinner on Sunday with the dad mom and bro on the 25th - super bloated beyond words. I was gonna hurlllll. >:( but ahh well, I havnt had a dinner with the parents & brother in suchhhh a long time.

• Sakae feast + neoprints mania with Felicia, xinhui & qiu qiu qiu yan on Thursday which nearly didn’t happen……

all because I wasn’t feeling well. Fever oncoming in full speed. Skipped lunch and slept in the office, but nooooooooo, it was still as bad. So was sent off to the first aid room after lunch, cause I adamantly didn’t wanna go home. HAHA. What an irony. (if not for the fact I promised the girls we’ll go sakae feasting & neoprints, I would have jumped at the chance to go home. TEEHEEHEE.) and, the super corny Milton had to say “Welcome to Showa Denko Hotel” -.- but I couldn’t care less. I GOT TO REST! Zonked out in the dark scary first aid room for 2 hours :D :D :D

felt a tad better, and the good friend I am (I know I know, self praise is no praise, BUT IT’S A GALLANT EFFORT OKAY!), off we went to sakae after work! :D qiu qiu qiu yan = peas queen (to think dee, chelle & me used to laugh a whole lot when the peas rolled by on the conveyor belt) it was quite addiktive, the peas I mean! :P ate and ate and ate and ate till I felt sick. Gossip gossip gossip. & they laughed at my cao mei. Cause its too cute for words. Like whattttttttttttt.





the peas / peas queeeen qiu qiu & felicia the second-in-line to the throne / qiu qiu's verhhhh disgusting looking soy sauce & wasabi & susssshishi rice, fel's not so disgusting looking soy sauce & my verhhhh pretty one / before & after / SI NU REN xin hui & yourstruly

annnnnywayyyys, the first neoprint was a disaster. Dissatisfied, we took another. Mwahahaha. the fonts were very me tho. :D now the neos are gracing the wallpaper on the laptop at work. :D :D

• Saturday & Sunday was spent at sultan shoal lighthouse island with the family. An island of our own. the sky was so blueeeeeeeeee, with pretty fluffy clouds. The sun was shining so damn brightly it hurts. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. AND HOW CAN I FORGET. The ugly tan line the SS (STUPID SUN) gave me on my feet. HAHAHA. (okay the sun is not stupid) after realizing the SUPER DUPER FAST TAN I WAS RECEIVING, I remembered, OH NO! I’M WEARING A BANGLE. Hahahahahaha. Freak. It did leave a tan line, but not that obvious. Thank god. LOL.

The boat ride was damn fun tho! The color of the sea was soooooooooo damn pretty! :D :D :D the clouds were so damn fluffy!!!! I could eat them, well they do look like candy floss! :P tho the boat ride back to shore on Sunday was like rocky cause the waters were so choppy. The closest I will get to a rollercoaster. :P

AHA! Ming’s birthday was on Saturday too. Two birthday cakes for a greedy birthday boy. We had an evil plan in mind, BUT NOOOOOO WE DIDN’T GET TO SABO HIM. KLJASDKLJASDKJASKDJASKD.

Some pretty funny antics throughout the two days. Like the marshmallows askdjaskdjasj. And faiz, FOREVER BEING SO DAMN FUNNY AS THE NIGHT GETS LATER. Lol. As Reen says “faiz in the day is pretty lame. But at night, he’s damn funny. The later it gets in the night, the more funnier he gets” watch him play mahjong, rather funny ah! Oh ya, I got to MAHJONG MAHJONG MAHJONG! :D :D :D :D but still not enough please. >:( Because the boys wanted to & spent A WHOLE LOT OF TIME FISHING. Yes fishing! Day time fish, night time fish, in the middle of the night fish. AHASJDASJDKASHFJKSHF. On Sunday morning I was super duper tired and bored of fishing I just sat and fell asleep at the jetty. Holding on to reen’s hp blasting music & a fishing line. I kept waking up thinking some fish was tugging onto it, but noooo, it was actually me nodding off. Pffffffffft.

ahhh, if only we could have stayed for all 4 nights. :( curse ipp, curse ayyub’s work, curse ming’s camp, curse brother’s school. It would then have been a lottttt more fun. Cause then we would get to explore the lagoon when its low tide. Picked more shells for the gran. Played more mahjong. Played more Taboo. Talked a lot more nonsense & well, they can fish some more for all I care. :P




bored in the car while waiting for some fishing supplies shop to open before we head over to the west coast jetty to take the boat - first shot: i sweaaaar i didnt mean to look like a tortoise, it.... just happened... / second shot: THATS ALOT BETTER. :D :D / brother with his guitar & pda -.- / BOAT RIDE!!!!



uncles gazing into the horizon while waiting for the boat to whiskkkkk us away. :D/ second & third: boat rideeee :D :D :D / uncle & ayyub / ayyub & reen / fluffyfluffy cloud, felt like i could reach out & eat them like cotton candy



WE'RE REACHING WE'RE REACHINGGGG!!! / scenery / fishingfishingfishing supplies / ayyub & bro playing PS2 -.- / fifth & sixth: lagoon, uh huh uh huhh, the infamous lagoon where i got stung by a jellyfish the last time we came here. boooo.



first & second: surroundings, jetty & lagoon / third & fourth: preparing for the bbq! / last two: GONNA PLAY SOME MAHJONG YO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D bedhead birthday boy AKA ming arranging the tiles.


guess guess guess what the freak is that?! WORRRRRMS. lol. gotta poke poke it for the worm to come out. yucks. it looks a little like a centipede actually. at least i learnt something new abt fishing / second & third: POSING POSING POSING. camwhores. the uncle's too cute, tho got blocked by ayyub, AYYUB!!!, with peace signs in the air. hahahaha. and ming, your face ah, really needs to be slapped! :P / fishing fishing fishing / well they could have told me that before i got stung by a jellyfish last time / some prawns and fish..... uh yaa......


the birthday cakes / the kay family with gran (dont even ask me why this picture has the lowest quality, the camera just went wonky during the birthday part)



the bbq / the next day we helped gran pick some shellls. hahahaha. a ton of them please.



the lighthouse on the island / reen & me on the boat ride home, was super mega shagged :( / MY UNEVEN TANNED FEET. YUCKS

Well that’s it for the month of March which has been super hectic. The month of April did not and is not gonna get any better. No day off till May at least. The best friend’s ready to murder me with parangs cause I havn’t seen her in more than a month now. Andddddd, I’M STILL TRYING TO FIND A DAY FOR SITITS & KS. Skljadlksajdkajsdkj.

So for dates/meetings/outings from May onwards, MAKE YOUR BOOKINGS NOW. NOW. NOW. NOW.

DATES RUNNING OUT FAST! :D :D

(i sound like a travel agency. :P)

was supposed to meet sitits & ks on Good Friday, but ahh, siti couldn’t get the day off in the end. All because of her boss.... I was ready to chop off his balls. So I stayed home for once in such a long time, to recharrrrrge!

Met the dajie on the 7th. And we sang our lungs off & satisfied our hk café craving yet again. :D :D :D but I got super drenched while standing in the middle of two road intersections. It SUDDENLY just started pouring. simply surreal, it was like those scenes in dramas where the character is super unlucky and a bird shits on him in the middle of nowhere, it started pouring on a super clear day, or he slips on a banana peel yada yada yada…….

……..Ya you get the idea. The rain caught me by surprise, totally. :( :( :(



we lovvvve our room darrrrrrk. hahahahahahhaa. / dajie showing me a realllly awwww-worthy video / THIS IS LOVE LOVE LOVE HK MILK TEA / and uhhh, we lovvvvve our rooooo darkkkk. HAHAHAHA.

Vivo + carls jr on Friday the 13th with the usuals, ting, shar, Edwin & jacky. Too bad Amanda was down with a ton of ulcers = swollen face and chingy, well chingyyy... I could kill you! Should have told me earlier, would have made you come no matter what. And uhhhhhh, what about the night? I rather not remember. Not supposed to say anyway. HAHA. But well, everything’s good. :D :D :D

Saturday, ughhhh, don’t even remind me about Saturday. Super mega upset!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no luck with shopping at all.

My motto’s is I spend because I can. YAY. And well, splurging is the only way to go when it comes to shopping.

BUTTTTTT, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Nothing was right, at all. We zipped from Marina Square to Bugis. Searching for our stuff. No luck still, topshop sucks, the stuff left with uk10 and above. BUT YUMMY DINNER PLEASE. PEPPER SALT CHICKEN. TEEHEEHEEHEEHEE. Anyways, I was so bloody sad that I couldn’t get the stuff i wanted, I suggested cabbing down to town, hopefully we’ll find the stuff there. The NUM boys were friendly but NO, they didn’t give me my flipflops. How hard can it be to find a pair of flipflops? If it was a line, it’ll be as long as from here to Mars.

And all I came home with was a lousy necklace from Diva and a pink thing for my ipod’s earphones, when I could have been tottering home with a ton of stuff. Bleagh. I vowed to seek revenge when I got home and that was to go crazy ordering stuff online. But ugh, lets not talk about that, that’ll be a story some other day.

But hey! I had fun with dajie, as always, laughed like mad at chun & cal on the way home. The two of them, bickering all the time, like jie says, we should just marry the two of them off. BUT HAHAHA. THEN THEY’VE GOTTA BE GAYS. :P :P :P

It was off to causeway point! on Tuesday with xin hui, in an attempt to get the present for my supervisor and flipflops. Yes, flipflops story again. askldjaskdjaskdjaskdj. Whatever ahhhh, angry ah! All I ended up going home with was.....

........... SEAWEEEED!!!! Hahahahaha.





Oh yes, how can I everrrr forget to mention that to my supervisor I’m like some Microsoft Word/Excel/whatnots. You know why? Cause she thinks there’s some kinda ‘undo’ function on me. Well now I wish there is. Cause she keeps making me do stuff. Like write something on a gazillion forms, and liquid them off a couple of days later. Like wtf? Well not only that, I have lots and lots of rants about work now. (to think I thought I was one of the lucky ones who had an okay supervisor and an okay company, well not really. –crosses eyes)

a month & a half ago I wrote this…..

[[ its seriously just my luck.

for tep, i had two of the most disastrous supervisors. which means i received equally dismal grades.

and so they say, the third's a charm. so i did look at the bright side.

but noooooooo. its like horror repeating itself.

hey she's nice. much nicer than my tep supervisors. BUT, she does not know how to leave comments.

kajsdkajsdkja, i was THIS, THISSSS close to throwing a bitchfit to find the lack of comments in my logbook THIRD time in a row.

thats 3 weeks out of 11weeks.


i can foresee myself getting equally dismal grades as tep now. :( sigh. ]]

ah just one more week, bear with it all for one more week and life would be back to normal. And I get to sleep as late as I want to, meet as many people as I can, and hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrah BACK TO SCHOOL!!!!

Talking about school, I miss NYP so much it hurts so baddddd. :( told xinhui fel & qiuqiu that I will kiss the bloody walls in nyp!!!!!!! Will never ever ever ever take my time in nyp for granted. Just one more year to rock it yo. :(

AND HAHAHAHAHAHA. I LOVE MY TIMETABLE. NO 8AM CLASSES AT ALL & NO NIGHT CLASSES AT ALL. MOST START AT 12PM OR 3PM. MWAHAHAHAHAHA. Lovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvves it! :D :D :D so frickkin’ exXxXcited to start school!!! :D (no calculus this sem, YAY, but drrrrats it might just be next sem)

Oh, Lemme tell you something, xinhui’s wholeeeeeeeee life, she thought that piglet is a rabbit. Like zzzzzzzzzomg, can die, zzzzzzzzomg. PIG-LET! She was like my source of laughter for one whole day.

PIG-LET. ZZZZZZZZZZOMG. –FAINTS


Anywayyyys, saw a lady driving a damnnnnnnnnnn fine SUV today, weeeeeeet. ah that'll be me someday. hopefully. meanwhile i'll just be as contented as i can with public transport no? hahaha. :D i can foresee the guys laughing at me again. esp hsien yew. HE. HE. HE. HE.... GRRRR. no more steering wheel necklaces jokes please.

Random fandom spamdom toodom // no longer the same person. i'm like an egg. increasingly hard on the inside when placed in boiling water. \\

Anyways, my mom's gonna get me arrested for the amount of space my shoes are taking up. :( :( :( overheard some auntie saying she bought ‘3 shoes in a year!’ exclaiming like its a lot, and so I said to dajie, ‘I can buy 3 shoes in less than half an hour’. And welllllllll, order 2 pairs of shoes with just a few clicks on the mouse………………… shoot me before my mom does.


HURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its the weekend. NOTHING CAN MAKE ME SAD NOW. ROLLLIN ROLLINNN ROLLLLLIN’

ignore the links box, its kinda wonky & i'm too tired to fix it fix it.



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Friday, April 06, 2007
i've always been here, i just suddenly became invisible to you

too small?
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<36%toyboy> My Alter Ego says:
hahahahahaha
<36%toyboy> My Alter Ego says:
see no time for sadness and anger
<36%toyboy> My Alter Ego says:
follow closely
<36%toyboy> My Alter Ego says:
you'll be fine
<36%toyboy> My Alter Ego says:
one day you'll thank me for this

just when i wanna give myself a chance to feel sad & angry amidst all the happiness, friends will never give you the chance to, they pick you up before you can fall. :D its amazing how shar can make me forget all the sadness & anger. he made me my own personalised timetable, activities like "clubbing on mondays from 8am - 12pm, lion dancing 6-8pm on mondays off to gula-gula island on thurs 12am-8am, tv watching me on sun from 8-10pm"

ahhhh shizzzzzzzzzzzz. i'm cracking up all over again. at the rate i'm laughing i'll be dead soon. but i wanna be alive to catch survivor at 1230. :(



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simple love

i know i know that this graveyard of mine is collecting dust & skeletons & whatnots.

but i swearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr................ i intended to blog this weekend with my super long entry. but noooo, i forgot to bring my thumbdrive. & my laptop at work has no internet access. which means, my super long entry is stuck in my laptop at work. what a bugger. & to think i still have two hundred odd photos to resize. BOOBOOBOO. :(

ah, okay all that is besides the point.

I'M SO ExxxxxCITED NOW. TEEHEEHEE. my favourite onscreen couple has finally, oh god finally started filming the sequel. TEEHEEHEEHEEHEE. I'VE BEEN WAITING SO LONG ZOMG.

& i'll update soon. promise.

y'know why i'm finally free today after my super hectic crazy month? ALL BECAUSE OF SITIT'S BOSS. hate him. cut his kemalu-maluan ah dammit. if not, i'll be out laughing my way to a six pack with the two girls now. *@!(*#&

well lets take it to a blessing in disguise. i finally get to rest after the crazy month of march. :D :D :D

but ah, sick of resting. TMR IMMA GONNA SING MY LUNGS OFF & HOPEFULLY SNAG SOME PRETTY BAGS.

hahahahaha. shopping, here i come. :D :D :D

suddenly, just all of a sudden, you forgot to love me back



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