Friday, September 22, 2006
& so i'm on leave for the whole of today! LIKE HAPPINESS PLEASE. but i'm so omg tired to even go out. its been an excruciating two weeks, but as they say, there's always a rainbow after the rain. & i'm in my RAINNNNBOW PHASE!!! :D i'm torn torn torn between two lomocams. :( can someone please just slap me & tell me to quit procrastinating & just get the chrome actionsampler?! but rahhhhhhhhhhhhh, i wantwantwantwant the dalek supersampler. its so pretty. like its omgpink! :( :( :( :( :(
life filled with colors
well things are certainly picking up now. :D :D :D :D :D :D
except for one thing tho, which i have yet to seek a doctor's advice. bugger. just go away you stupid thing. its like, since i entered my third stopover for tep, one after another type of illness will bug me. from being sick to horrrrrrribly sick to yet another type of sickness. how annoying you tell me!
don't think i ever did upload this photo below. but hohohoho. I REMEMBER THIS DAY. the day i started being horribly sick. :( the top second pic = look at my retarded face, screwed up in pain. bottom first pic = the boy trying to look like a no neck turtle. which is weird to look at, cause people are always saying he has a long neck.
& to bloody quit thinking about the dalek supersampler. 
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*nurul
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12:43 PM
Sunday, September 17, 2006
imagination's running wild in the wind
& so the past week was rather a blur, i would prefer not to think abt it. especially the fact that ive been cabbing to school the whole week. :( pretty hilarious i must say. i would tell myself, rather convincingly, no way i'm gonna be lazy tomorrow morning. & i'll wake up determined to take the mrt, just like everyone else. & i'll get out of the house semi determined. but the min i reach the roadside, everything just fades away. hurhur.
this week's gonna be more cab-loving. cause my team have got to OT in school. sad huhhhhhhhhhh. hopefully we wont pass midnight. :/
no idea what is there to be updated about, SEE LA JINGTING! you ask me to update. i end up doing it sounding stupid, all because I LOVE YOU SO MUCH that i listen to you. but for now, i'm gonna take things one at a time.
ive gotta dig some time off from tep to meet a whole lotta people. people ive not seen for some time now. i miss you all like mad hogayyy! but YOU SEE YOU SEE! i tried to take leave on monday. AND LOOOOOOOK AT WHATS GONNA HAPPEN! :( i might have to OT from monday to thursday. like as tho being in school from 830-6 everyday is not bad enough.
OKAY BRACE UP. this whole tep thing is gonna be over soon.
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*nurul
blows a kiss
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11:49 AM
Thursday, September 14, 2006
melancholic
its raining...
what i would do to be home, snuggling up in bed.
its a beautiful day...
what i would do to be out, laughing my ass off with my best friend over some crazy jokes.
its a thursday...
what i would give to be talking to a loved one, anticipating the upcoming weekend together.
do you know how much i miss people of the past? from the primary school friends to the crazy crescent chicas to the adorable class of bm0507 to everyone that was once in my life. and especially... that someone.
what i would give to have all these people back in my life. greedy, you might say.
money can never buy the relationships i have with people, be it in the past or the present or the future. no amount of shopping can give me memories and happy times with everyone.
but circumstances change. people change. as the time ebbs by, we lose precious ones one by one.
meanwhile i'll just hold on to & cherish whoever that's still here and give them the best i can ever give. before they slip away.
for one has to remember that........
nothing's ever constant
perhaps change is the only constant
goodbye to friends forever
goodbye to everlasting love...
but i'll be fine. AZA AZA FIGHTIN!
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*nurul
blows a kiss
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5:05 PM
Monday, September 11, 2006
sweeeeeeeeet
i am so sick that its not even funny anymore.
kids, let me teach you a lesson, next time when you havn't been sick for some time, do not, and i really mean DO NOT lament about how long you have not been sick.
BECAUSE ITS REALLY NOT FUNNY.
damn it. to think that its a day where i can sleep in, i spent the whole night feeling so dreadful, tossing & turning. and waking up every single bloody hour. and no i'm not kidding. my poor body aches everywhere now. i had to get up, run to the toilet to clear my poor bladder, all because i keep drinking warm water to hydrate my throat. blow my nose for the 12094829835784325 time & cough cough cough all the mucus and shit out. with this stupid fever. i feel like killing someone now, namely myself. and then figure out a pseudo-comfy position and fall asleep in a restless state again. like wow. what an exciting night i had.
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
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& after typing all that on a sunday morning, i KO-ed from then onwards. everything just went downhill. fever shot up, throat became crazily similar to those rough sandy paper. no appetite at all. no nothing. as quoted from me just now, "ive never slept so much but still feel like shit"
& it did notttttttt get better till today noon. morning i was like a frickkin sheet of white paper. THANK GOD FOR MAKEUP.
& when i did get better a little after lunch, I SUDDENLY RAISED MY ARMS & YELLED YAYYYYYYY! in our "office" which inevidently quipped some raised eyebrows from my team members, who i bet just added another tick to the "list of stuff to prove that nurul is crazy"
hurhur.
CHEEEEEEEEEEERS TO GOOOOOOD HEALTH!
nothing beats that. :D
& so yesterday the boyfriend and i went on a date date date date. many many things that i wanna do, but no i decided not to be greedy & to do them another day. & so we caught devil wears prada (yes jie, if you wanna watch still, i'll watch with you!) & had yummmmmmmy sakae sushi dinnnnner. bentos & sushi LOVE! no pictures of the food cause my appetite is coming back. hurhur. & we camwhored a little as usual. and then on the way home, i started feeling like crap. :(
and all that sick shit started. stupid viruses.
i wonder whats it like to have a little sister. we'll be lets say 10 or more years apart in age. but it'll be so much fun. i'll just go crazyyyyy dressing her up. like serrrrrrrrriously. i saw super gorgey clothes in guess kids the other day. GRRRRAHHHH! & i would love to dress her up in cutesy striped overalls from OSHKOSHBGOSH like i was by my imperial moomoo aka MUMMMMAY.
speaking of my imperial moo moo, she got me somemore hangers from ikea, knowing of my shortage of hangers. but she just realised something, my wardrobe cant even take in anymore hangers, SIMPLY TOO FULL. which explains the piles of clothes i have stashed in the wardrobe. space effective measures. hurhur. so how you tell me. howwwwwwwwww. i have like a gazillion more clothes & accessories & whatevernots still arriving, ahhh the bliss of onlineshopping.
& YAYYYYYYYYYY I RECEIVED A PARCEL TODAY. not that receiving parcels is not an almosteveryday thing.
BUT ITS LOVE ALL THE SAME. cause i simply loveeeeeeeeeee receiving things in the mail!
:D
okay i'm crazily happy over small/insignificant/usuallynotsmthicareabt shtuff cause I'M HEALTHY ALL OVER AGAINNNNNNNNNNNN.
-ALKDSJCANCJAKNGRINNNNNNNNNNNS!
oh & i feel like doing something crazy to my hair. hurhur.
[OKAY NO IDEA WHY BLOGGER'S BEING A DARN.... AHHHHH NVM. SHALL NOT SCOLD BLOGGER. BUT I CANT LOAD PICTURES. SO NO YOU CANT SEE STUPID PICTURES OF ME & NICE PICTURES OF BABY & ME & YOU CANT SEE A SHOT OF MY NICE PARCEL TODAY & OF CUTE TOTS WEARING STRIPED OVERALLS & EVERY OTHER NICE PHOTOS I WAS GONNA UPLOAD. NONONO. BLOGGER HAS TO DO THIS. SO TOOOODLES HONEYBUNS!]
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*nurul
blows a kiss
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11:42 PM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
haute couture
& anyways, i had like 2days mc. & knowing me, i'll die if i was gonna stay at home on the second day. so i dragged jie out. hurhurhurhurhur. & we had funnnn. we went shoppin shoppin! like whats new. HEH. :D two sunnies, a ccccute brooch/pin & a top with a kukui necklace. LOVE!
& since lately it has been the korrrrean craze for my jie & me, dinner was no exception. we had KOOOOREAN PHOOOOOD! yumyumyum. it was like freaking authentic korean food. look at the utensils itself. the silver rice bowl. kimchiiii. freaking korean can drinks.
& thats my jie wearing my vintage inspired shades, which actually sparked a compliment from a lady while we were waiting for the bus. like zzzzomg i thought she was gonna ask me for bus directions & i was like thinking "ohnoi'msuchabusidiot!!!". HAHAHA.
& OH YES OH YES! while waiting for jie, i decided to check out the hello kitty shop that grace tipped me off with, AND LIKE OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT SHOP IS PURE LOVE. they had hello kitty fabric, hello kitty fan, hello kitty sweets & drinks, hello kitty everythingggggggggggg.
& they even had this hello kitty glass weighing machine. like so pretty please. maybe if i had that weighing machine, i'll be motivated to lose weight, just so i can weigh myself on the pretty weighing machine. HURHUR.
& so i had a great day out with my JIEJIEJIE. :D
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*nurul
blows a kiss
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8:24 PM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
for you
& i have not seen my best friend till today all because of our stupid schedules that never fail to clash like alllllll the time. LIKE DUDE I DIDNT EVEN GET TO SEE HER FOR MY BIRRRRRTHDAY. bugger.
& i miss my lurrrrrrrrvely godsisters. WHO CAN I LIKE MENTION, I MISS LIKE CRAZYYYYY.
& like my poor boy has been my only company these days because everyone else's schedules either dont meet my TEPakaATTACHMENTdominant schedule or they're away in some funny land.
baby's been ultra sweet. getting up earlier altho he can sleep in, just to come down to school and have lunch with poor me. really appreciate it sweetheart. & he ran errands for me without a bat of the eyelid, like travelling from sembawang to my school then back down to woodlands just to collect something for me and then back up to my school and then back to sembawang. like who would be willing to do that for me other than my smunnnnchkin! hurhur. :D
edwinnnnn, why are we such poor souls now. curse tep curseeeeeeeeeeee tep.
i really have so many movies to watch now, i think. okay i do! but oh wells. time, time, time. where's the sodding time to do watch all of them.
& you know whats the most annoying thing now?!?!! i'm actually FREEEEEEEE tomorrow, thanks to my eversolovely doctor who gave me two days mc without even asking for it. & LIKE POPS CHAMPAGNE I'M FREEEE TMR!!! but no one else is free. its like one of those can i like please kill myself moment.YA KNOW YA KNOW. this is so not cool.
ahhhh whatever. i feel kinda disheartened to blog anymore. cause i miss like everybodyyyyyyyyyyy. :(
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*nurul
blows a kiss
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12:25 AM
Friday, September 01, 2006
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what's your secret?
life was like a bloody rollercoaster ride.
first was all the handover shit for tep.
i was like some bloody restless kid. i so cant wait for these 6 weeks to just pass quickly.
cause i want my life back. :(
& then with shar being admitted into hospital, visited him & all that. it was so heartbreaking to see him in that state. sigh. may he have a speeeeeeeedy recovery. & sharrrrrrrr!!!! once you get well, i'll treat you to your favvvvvvvvvvvvourite mc-verythe-spicy. :D
& then now my favvvvvouritest girls in school are off in beijing. like they are frickkin' mixing around with the cheena-piangs & left me hereeeeeeeee with no one to lunch with, no one to run to when i feel like killing myself in tep and no one to find when i need to find some form of sanity in school. > : (
anyways, you should check out anna sui's home.
its my godddddddddddddddddddd superbly gorrrrrrrrrrrgeous.
just look at her bed.
it screams LUXXXXXXE baby!!!!
& look at her toilet, its heaven on earth.
& so today was shawwwwwwwwwwwww-ping day.
(like when is it ever not? -roll eyes at thyself)
got baby a SUPER-GORGEYYY hoodie & it was perffffffecto for my sweetheart. <3 size="1"> (yes i know how many bangles do i need) & aaaaanotherrrr belt (YES I KNOWWWW how many damn belts do i need).
while this week's loot was 4 tops and a hoodie for baby. which makes it into quite a bit for these two weeks. okay enoughhhhh now. no shopping tomorrrrrow.
oh yesssss. baby and me have been so telepathic about the colors of our outfits.
that day was coincidental.
today was coincidental tooo! :D LOLLL. but sorry no pictures for today.
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