Friday, October 28, 2005
you're sizzling hot


arent these the prettiest? PURRRRTAYYYY! frozen cherry trees...... <3

i've been surrounded with best friends love these past two days. and i'm a contented girl. *beams......... gone for a round of retail therapy with chelle yesterday. while today was dinner and lotsacatchingup with diyanah the love! hah. the 3some hasnt met for quite sometime now. sighhhhhh. but you know what? we're still the same ole us...... tralalalala. i love you two to bits and pieces and smithereeens...... for being as real as possible.

anyways, i realise that i hafnt used the word 'recess' in ages!!!! its like so oldschool. HAHA. in a way. time flies. from the little kiddy days in pri sch where you had brush teeth lessons before/after recess. to the letsrebelandhavefunscrewtheworld! secondary sch days. and now i'm in poly. the word 'recess' has been buried deep in the past. i know! i shall try and use recess from now on. no more 'break', 'break', 'break'. relive childhood memories. (:

note to self: next time nurul if your close buddies already dont like that person and doesnt have a good impression of that person, listen to your buddies. if they actually expressed their displeasure in your friendship with that friend, its an ominous sign. why the hell do you always give people the benefit of the doubt, thinking they might not be as bad as other people perceive them to be. unfortunately hunnie there are untrustworthy people out there. take this as a lesson.

oh yes. i hate pins and needles. sucks big time.

and woooolalalalala! my next week's timetable is the epitome of shiokkkkness! sch on monday only. thanks to all the holidays and allll. its the festive season! wheeeee. hello to sleeping in! i hope. =( i'm exhausted beyond words.

anyways, ulcers are a sucha bitch. and i have one now. pfffffffffffft.

tralalalala. mng is coming out with more jumpers sooooon. its the winter collection anyway! so me is gonna be one happy girl. (:

okay im getting more and more random, which is a sign to go off.

over and out-



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11:56 PM

Wednesday, October 26, 2005
walking towards the rainbow

actually i dont have much to write abt today, so its gonna be a rather meaningless entry. but then most okay fine, ALL of my entries are meaningless blackholes. HOHO.

anyways, went for domino's premiere with jan yesterday. urhhhhhhhh. i have no idea what to say about the movie. except that its M18 and there was a baby in the theatre? HAHA. woolala. lol. i realise ive been watching movies that are so not my type of movies. my type of movies would be those trashy, chick flicks. HEHE.

my mommy is really the imperial moomoo of the house. she really lives up to the nick ive given her. she has decided to be mean. i have to help her rolllll pineapple paste tmr before i can go out. pffft. the perils of having no school on thursday --> the IMPERIAL moomoo takes advantage and uses me as free labour. hmph.

OH YEAH! i have a newfound OBSESSION! cross stitching. HEHEHE. i feel like cross stitching my days away! its sooooooo fun! hohoho. stop looking at me like i'm an alien LAH! hohohohum!

i wish things were much more simpler. lets just dig a hole and hide. if i can, i would dig a blackhole, disappear. disappear. woooolalala!



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11:56 PM

Sunday, October 23, 2005
there was never a you & me

sometimes i wonder what it would be like if i have a real mouthful of a name or some realllly complicated names like feeeeffooosufmsai. instead of plain simple nurul. hmmmmmmmmm....................................................... but then again its a blessing to have a name like plain simple nurul. hahaha! cause then it wouldnt be so easy to identify me as there will be a gazillion nurulllls. haha! anddddddddd at least i can form a "NURULS" club! can bet ya that my club will surely have 32165864212457 members! however, if my name is feeeeffooosufmsai. i think my "FEEEFFOOOSUFMSAIS" club would have me as the president, the secretary, the treasurer, the members. solely me. HOW BORING.

anyways, i really cant stand those funny funny friendster testimonials, which is like made up of symbols to form a flower or a bear or whatnots with cheesy msgs like friends forever or whatever. HAHA. and also those "meaningful" testimonials. bet youve seen a lot of those around floating in the friendster realm. come on. write proper testimonials laaaaaaa.

tralalalala. okay i'm bored. =(

oh yes.... i almost forgot. last night i decided to name my darling birkenstocks babies. haha! the super adorable fuchsia pair of fraternal twins. you cant blame me. i had nothing to do last night. okay maybe not nothing. but.... like.... i dunnoo! hahaa. anyways, the left one's a male whom ive named tobey... and he is the ever lovely gay drama queen. while the right one's a female whom ive named tabi... and she is the sweetest doll ever. (: i love my twins. hohoho! and remember to say hi the next time you see them. tobey loveeeeees the attention. LOL.

its scary when i realise how time flies. it like zooooms zoooooooooms without me noticing. before you know it i would be 18, and then, i would be 21, and then i would 30, and then i would be godknowshowoldalready! -shudders

life's bizarre.



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8:50 PM

Saturday, October 22, 2005
picture perfect, thats what we are

i have a new gonnalastfor5secs-ambition, guess what it is. i wannaWANNAwanna become an events organizer. it seems like so much fun. considering i like LOVE lists. haha. then i'll have a super cool headset and fileboard to coordinate my staff during the event itself. being a high powered woman is such a tantalizing idea! haha!

yesterday was a superduper unlucky day. the day was at its unluckiest peak the moment i got up. I OVERSLEPT. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. thats like the second time in a week. MY FIRST WEEK at school. dig that. PFFFFT. this is so unbecoming of a soon-to-become-4.0-GPA-student. =(((( i know i'm never gonna get the 4.0, but it doesnt hurt to believe i can do it right? and besides i'll be happier thinking i MIGHT get it. HAHA.

simply hung around town after school. then went to watch flight plan with chingy, tingting, mich, damien and i'msosorryidunnoohowtospellhisname. heh. not a bad movie indeed. but the theatre was FREEZING cold. i almost died an icecube. hah. and oh yes, 651513232785356 thank yous to mister tulip. you're such a sweetheart *beams

anyways, after gran's just now, i dragged the parents around to fulfil my sushi craving. HOHOHO. sushi is love. me hearts sushi muchmuch. me idolises sushi. sushi is KING. hahahahahaha! and of course i had to rent a gazillion vcds to entertain me. hehehe.

oh yeah! i'm so gonna try kitkat peanut butter one of these days. yumyum. it must kick ass. the combination of kitkat and peanut butter is gonna be orgasmic-ly mindblowing. hah!

ehhhh i want manymanymany hugs now. HAHA.... teehee.

and oh! i can never understand the fascination with pooool. eeeks. hahaha.

okayyyyy i'm off to indulge in some movietime! YAYYYY. tooodles!



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11:26 PM

Wednesday, October 19, 2005
this is my life without you

actually i dont really know what i wanna write but i know that im too bored so i decided to write something yet silly me doesnt know what to write about boredom kills please at least it kills me maybe it wont kill you all but oh yes it kills poor ole nurul and oh yes guess what im trying to do ah damn i was tempted to put an exclamation mark but nono i wanna be kookoo today and not use punctuation at all you all must be dying reading my absolutely random paragraph damn it my finger keeps wanting to press the full stops the exclamation marks the commas and whatnots pffffffffft nvm i can do this no punctuations now HAHA

GOTCHA! HOHOHO! you just wasted like a min of your life reading that absolutely random paragraph above. man does it suck to not use punctuation. lets count our lucky stars for the invention of punctuation. hoho!

the most weirdest thing happened the other day, my right cheek cramped up when i was laughing and smiling while talking to mister tulip. unbelievable. that has never happened before. it was like the most weirdest sensation ever. haha. and another time when i was sitting in a weird position while reading a book, my butt developed pins and needles after i got up. HAHA. it was a horrible feeling. pffft.

i'm bored.

=(

and i wanna go trick and treating. =(

...................boredboredboredboredbored

bored(adj)
Def: having one's patience, interest, or pleasure exhausted

nvm i shall go read my book. indulge in some brit chick drama. (:

i'm still paying a price for it all.



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11:46 PM

Monday, October 17, 2005
from the depths of a broken heart

i'm at chingy's now. crashing here for a while while we wait for me to be able to break fast. lalala.

anyways, i seriously think its gonna be the time of the month. PFFFFFFFT. i can feel the invasion of pimples. GOSH DO I HATE THEM. -ZAPZAPZAP go awayyy! so as you can tell, its the root of the cravings i'm having. and currently i'm craving madly for pasta. and i'm so gonna have it later. hmph. so me and chingylove are gonna have pasta! YAYYYY and for that I LOVE CHINGY! cause she indulges in my every whim. hah. we'regonnahavepasta!we'regonnahavepasta! *jiggydances

WHEEEE.

today's like the first day of school! and it started off badly. tsktsk. with just 2hrs of sleep, i overslept. hah. if not for the daddy dearest, i think i would have just slept soundly till godknowswhattime. =/ rushedrushedrushed to school. what a way to start the first day of school.

but anyways, i'm never gonna do such a silly thing ever again! i'm gonna be goooood. cause i wanna be a perfect 4.0 gpa student. i will be enthusiastic during lessons and ask questions, even when i dont have any. HAH. and become like the ultimate teachers' pet. teachers will love me while students will hate me. and i should really go change my name in the ic to nurulGEEKsuhaila, like permanently, to suit my new image. DIG THAT.

......... okay maybe not. lets be realistic.

i shall be more enthusiastic and look forward to lessons.
i shall REMEMBER to be enthusiastic.

actually you know what? scrap all these. I WILL JUST DO WHATEVER IT TAKES! hmph. perfect 4.0 gpa here i come. HAH.

sigh. wishful thinking. such naivety. HOW AM I GONNA GET THE 4.0! nvm. shall console myself later.

OH YES! i saw the most uberly adorable set of little identical male twins today. and then it got me thinking, i wonder i wonder i wonder what its like to be one of a set of identical twins. it will be like sooooooo cool. to have someone who looks EXACTLY like you. altho it can get freaky if youve got like a super short term memory like me. imagine going to the loo in the middle of the night, walk through the hallway and then suddenly someone who's a spitting image of you just appears in front of you. i think i'll wee in my pants. TEEHEE.

i'm off now! tooooodleeeeey doo!



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5:44 PM

Saturday, October 15, 2005
i didnt get to say goodbye

i'm so tired. as tired as an overworked toilet bowl.

i feeeeeel like murdering someone now. my imperial moo moo if i could. but then you know i cant, cause she's my moomoo! but goshhhhhhhhhhhh. she's ultra mean! she got rid of allllll my lets-play-dress-up-headpieces. I'M SADDDDDDDDDDDDDD. devastated. utterly inconsolable to the max. there goes my stuffed pink reindeer horns, my hot pink halo and the many others that i cant recall now cause i'm too sad. ROARRRRRRRRRR. boooooo.

my memory's realllllly lousy. and ive got something to like so totally prove it. remember the 99 roses i received and attempted to preserve and turn it into dried roses and what not? its just gone like that. vanished. POOOF. gone. weird huh? and now, after like weeeeeeks and weeeeeks and months later, do i like finally realise? pfffffft. i'm guessing the imperial moo moo has something to do with the disappearance of the roses. pffffft.

sometimes i wonder whether i would be a slightly different person if i was in jc now, instead of being in a poly. but then again, this is something i would never have an answer to. oh wells.

anywayyyyys, i nearly toppled over when i was trying to peek at this lady's armpits today. all thanks to the best friend who made me look. cause she realised the lady din shave. hah. she reminds me of a teacher back then in crescent who was a firm advocate in not practising the art of shaving. hahaha.

and oh! for the first time today, i saw someone actually shop in bedroom slippers. hohoho! the closest i ever did to that was like on the morning after prom, walking to the nearest 711 from hilton in the hotel's bedroom slippers. HAHA. wooolala. maybe one day i should try do the bedroom slipper thing while shopping. HAH. kidding. hehehe.

oh yes. there was like this major birkenstocks conspiracy against me today. i saw sooooooooooo many birkis today. =( all of them teasing me. for still not getting one. after having the hugest lemming for it. tralalala. nvm. one of these days i shall.

OHOHOH! i cant wait to have a little girl of my own. then we can wear identical outfits. how cute. (: *beams

and talking abt kids, i saw a little boy with the prettttiest eyelashes ever. even HE has prettier eyelashes then me! BOOOOOOOOOO. a little boy with pretty eyelashes. -BITES

while i was thinking abt schoool reopening on monday, i realised how much i never wanna stop being a student. the working life is just simply sooooo mundane for me to bear. unless i get a really nice kickass job that can keep my restless mind fully occupied and happy all the time.

the missing in action best friend is down with the chicken pox. the poor dear. i shall go send you some happy things to make you happy. HAHA. but then i scared of your houseeeeeee. =( nvm. i shall brave the scary house of yours just to see you. luckily i got my chicken pox already! wooolala. haha.

oh yes. there was these two girls and a guy who were blatantly arguing in front of me in the lift just now. and guess what they were arguing about? me. wooolala. a complete stranger me. arguing abt my ethnicity. two firmly believed i was chinese. while the other believed i was malay. all i did was smile. HAH. they werent the first today anyway. another auntie was happily patting my back with an embarrassed look on her face when she found out my name was nurul instead of "tan ah lian" after yakking on and on in chinese. its okayyyy. i'm used to it. its happened 316532326454120656412 times. they're lucky i understand chinese. if i dont, i think i would just get ultra irritated and paste a "DONT SPEAK CHINESE TO ME" vanguard on my forehead.

okay `nuff said. (:



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11:59 PM

let the moment take you faraway

ehhhhhhhhhh tingtinglove can we please sing the spongebob squarepants song the first day sch reopens? HAHA. somehow i missed that.

"............AYEAYECAPTAIN!"

tralalalala.

okay dammit. i'm posting too randomly.

but anyways, i hate the way i blog. dont you all? PLEASE PUKE like all over my carpet. nownow. but then again, the imperial moomoo will killllllll you if you puke all over MY carpet, cause technically its her carpet, so i'm so sorry but she'll definitely go after you. unless you would like to try puking on the grass outside? SUREEEEE THING.



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1:48 AM

i guess i'll be leaving

only a frickkin doofus like me would whacked herself damneffinghard in the eye with her own headphones.

but then again, i just think my headphones simply wanted to take revenge on me for rolling the computer chair over her wire.

WHATEVERRRRRRRRR.

ehhhhhh now i really want a dollhouse. i have no idea why dou. but a purrrtay purrrrrrrrrtay dollhouse is just so pretty. HEHE.



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1:36 AM

shed the skin of misery

i have like 326510662160184 things going through my mind like right nowwww.

so i'm gonna do a word VVVVOMIT now. HAH. (been watching too much of mean girls. tsktsk!)

wellllllll. TODAY I HAD THE HUGEST DESIRE TO GET PREGGIE! like again. hohohohum! then i will have a niceniceBIGbelly and be a jolly mommy-to-be who'll be soooooooooooo obsessed with rubbing her niceniceBIGbelly. in fact i shall give my belly a name! MISSUS BELLY! hoho. missus belly and my kid will the best of friends for 9mths. how cute. *beams and ohohoh! i wishwishwishwishwithalllllmymight that my belly button will pop out. SO CUTE! i made a promise that i'll take pictures of the popped out belly button if it happens. heehee.

AND OHOHOH ARENT POCHAHONTAS BOOTS THE CUTEST! hah. too bad about the weather here in singapore......... pfffffft.

my nails have decided to go on a full protest at me. its like all chipping on me. -WAILS!!! nail treatment please come to momma.

relationships are weird things. things? nono. haiyah. whatever they are. they make people i care for, realllly saddddddddddd. but yet they can make people sooooo happy. but then again, with it comes alot of misery tooooo. sighhhhhhhhh. i'm so not making sense now. nvm.

pfffffffffft.

the world works in a totally warped manner. lemme give you an example, the celebrities and the rich get free clothes, free designer stuff, free whatevernots! when they are covered deep in MOOOOOLAHCASHKERCHINGMONEHHHH. while some of the less fortunate have gotta pay for their loot and stuff like that. like get what i mean? whoever said the world is fair, should go knock themselves with a greasy frying pan. like nowNOW.

okay dammit. thats all i can remember now from the 326510662160184 thoughts i had. DAMN my short term memory.

AND OH YES SOHAIL! I CANT BELIEVE YOUUUUU. you actually made that silly blog? pfffffft. -FAINT

just realised that somehow some entries i posted din publish. pffft. nvm. i republished it already. two shoutouts to the oct babies. (:

i have to keep in mind that i have many many many promised dates with people. nicenicebrain of mine please stop making me forget things. but then again, i have the trustee organizer. HAH. i saw some reallllly cute, like oh my god so cute organizers, but they are 2006 organizers, a few more months nurul, just a few more months. hah.

ohohoh! now i remember something. since i have time now, ive decided to leave a shoutout!

i love the people in my life. like seriously. hah. they support me (even when i make the silliest decisions) , they are around to pick me up when i need a boost, they literally knock some sense into me when there's a need to, they offer me the most valuable advice (even when i dont take the advice), they shower me with unconditional love, and they inevitably shaped me to be the person i am today.

and i know sometimes it may seem like i'm taking the relationship we have for granted..... sometimes i may have forgotten to tell you that ILOVEYOU! or to say my thanks for being someone so impt in my life and all that yadayadabingbang. that doesnt mean you all dont mean as much anymore, its just maybe silly ole nurul's been silly and forgot and OLDDD and busy and crazy and senile, i still love you all the same k! you are sooooooo not forgotten.

XOXOXOMUCHLOVE to all the sweethearts in my life. you all should know who you are.



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12:38 AM

Friday, October 14, 2005
beautiful memories

happpppppy 7teenth birthday to tingting, my dearest caramelly camel!

HAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPY BIRRRRRTHHHHHDAYYYYYY HUN!

MUAHMUAHMUAH!

loveyou! (:

pssst sorry i couldnt see ya today..... BUT! i so totally cant wait to pass you your present! HEHE.



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12:27 AM

Wednesday, October 12, 2005
you're the only one i need

the world works in mysterious ways. doesnt it?

anyways, i'm like soooooooo a-dick-a-dick-addicted to spider solitaire. HOHOHUM.

meanwhile, ive been trying to make fulllll use of whats left of the holidays now. been out every single day since the start of the month. go figure why i'm home now. pretending to be a good girl. hah. pffft.

and lately i've been contributing too much to the economy. in other words, succumbing to retail therapy. hah. i'm incorrigible. =( every single damn day i'm unleashing the shopping demon in me. pfffft.

i want a nice fedoraaaaaaaaaaaaa. i cant find a single fedora in boring singaporeeeeeee. pffffffft.

ipod's nutty. they keep coming out with the latest stuff. i bet the people who bought the first ipod was like whacking themselves when the mini came out. and then those with the mini started knocking themselves when the nano came out. now they have the video one. like woooooooolalalala.

anyways, went to settlers' cafe with the girls and jon yesterday... had great fun please! playing all the funky boardgames. such a cosy place. and soooo its gonna be like our newest hangout place. (:

this month of fasting is not fun! cause its like when i get up in the wee hours of the morning to feed myself, i will go back to sleep on a full stomach or maybe semi full stomach, and i always feel so uncomfortable sleeping like that. contrary to what people say, its really not fun to sleep with a semi-filled tummy. HMPH.

by the way, its like back to school in 4 days time. nearly 2 months of holidays have just flown by me. horrible. =( there's like still so many things i wanna do! damn. anyway, the timetable's out. and i've got the most "funkiest" tuesday timetable. pfffft. LEMME COMPLAIN FOR A BIT. its like the epitome of madness please! 1pm-10pm straight with ZEROOOOOOO breaks. my brain's like so totally gonna get fried like char kway teow. sooon you'll see bits of my brain in hawker centres. HAHA. k whatever. digressing here. ultimate horror. 9frickkinhours. pfffft. nvm. i shall stop ranting. cause at least we have no school on thursday. TRALALALA. (:

lately my entries have been YAWNNNNNS-boring hasnt it? PFFFFT.



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5:01 PM

you're my heartbeat

happy 7teenth birthday dearest dada!

*starts singing HAPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUU.....
HAPPPPPPY BIRTHHHHDAY TO YOUUUUU........
HAPPPPPPPPPPPY BIRTHHHHHHHHHHHDAY TO DADA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

-MUAH

xoxoxo muchlove darl!



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12:15 AM

Tuesday, October 04, 2005
the moment takes you and never lets you go.....

the neoprints fad should just like you know, fade off. like NOW. cause the great nurul has declared that photobooths are the most in thing. photo booths are love. strips of oldschool photos. how rad.

i'm still craving for dunkin donuts/krispy kreme donuts after so long. =( boooo. thanks to someone. pfffft. any kind souls going overseas? get me some dunkin or krispyyyyy dooooonuts. please satiate my cravings. i'll be eternally grateful. haha! okay maybe not eternally. =P

oh! and i wanna go candy empire and go crazy over the candies and chocs. HOHOHUM.

anyways, i managed to satisfy all my food cravings ; sakae, fish&co, pastry icecream..... went sakaeing with the best friend, her sister and her guy yesterday. finally got to satisfy my sakae craving! like FINALLLLLLY. and when alia, azhar and me met up today, alia and me got to satisfy our fish&co craving. HOW NICE. satisfy all just in time for the fasting month. had fun with the wacky duo today. funnnneh as hell la these people. haha. and alia, you better remember to set aside another day k! (:

aye mister talib, 626484156421 people are asking me about my nick. can they go ask you whats up with it? teehee.

yikes. play by david banner is SOOOOOOOOOO crude please. tsktsk.

and oh happy fasting month to all............ (:



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