Monday, October 17, 2005
from the depths of a broken heart

i'm at chingy's now. crashing here for a while while we wait for me to be able to break fast. lalala.

anyways, i seriously think its gonna be the time of the month. PFFFFFFFT. i can feel the invasion of pimples. GOSH DO I HATE THEM. -ZAPZAPZAP go awayyy! so as you can tell, its the root of the cravings i'm having. and currently i'm craving madly for pasta. and i'm so gonna have it later. hmph. so me and chingylove are gonna have pasta! YAYYYY and for that I LOVE CHINGY! cause she indulges in my every whim. hah. we'regonnahavepasta!we'regonnahavepasta! *jiggydances

WHEEEE.

today's like the first day of school! and it started off badly. tsktsk. with just 2hrs of sleep, i overslept. hah. if not for the daddy dearest, i think i would have just slept soundly till godknowswhattime. =/ rushedrushedrushed to school. what a way to start the first day of school.

but anyways, i'm never gonna do such a silly thing ever again! i'm gonna be goooood. cause i wanna be a perfect 4.0 gpa student. i will be enthusiastic during lessons and ask questions, even when i dont have any. HAH. and become like the ultimate teachers' pet. teachers will love me while students will hate me. and i should really go change my name in the ic to nurulGEEKsuhaila, like permanently, to suit my new image. DIG THAT.

......... okay maybe not. lets be realistic.

i shall be more enthusiastic and look forward to lessons.
i shall REMEMBER to be enthusiastic.

actually you know what? scrap all these. I WILL JUST DO WHATEVER IT TAKES! hmph. perfect 4.0 gpa here i come. HAH.

sigh. wishful thinking. such naivety. HOW AM I GONNA GET THE 4.0! nvm. shall console myself later.

OH YES! i saw the most uberly adorable set of little identical male twins today. and then it got me thinking, i wonder i wonder i wonder what its like to be one of a set of identical twins. it will be like sooooooo cool. to have someone who looks EXACTLY like you. altho it can get freaky if youve got like a super short term memory like me. imagine going to the loo in the middle of the night, walk through the hallway and then suddenly someone who's a spitting image of you just appears in front of you. i think i'll wee in my pants. TEEHEE.

i'm off now! tooooodleeeeey doo!



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