Sunday, September 11, 2005
once its gone, its never coming back....

was our friendship a fake from the start? apparently all these while, you've been plying me with endless facades....? i trusted you. i thought we were good. i'm disappointed in you, and in the friendship i thought we had.

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i find myself closing up to people who genuinely care about me.
i find myself running away when someone good comes along.
i find myself pushing people away, afraid that they're all just like you.
i find myself avoiding people whom i should keep close with me.
i find myself clamming up......

thats how badly you scarred me.
thanks alot.

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i'm so sorry. i just have this gut feeling that you're gonna be the one who's gonna end up hurt. and its all gonna be because of me. i just wish i could just turn back time, then maybe...... you'll be all merry and happy in your own bubble. unhurt by me. =(

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so many issues at one time. doesnt it just rock?

its just one of those days.

doubt any of you get anything i'm saying. its okay. cause i don't get what i'm trying to say either.

LOL.

pardon the ramblings. i think its the pms talking. HAH.



hahahahahhaaahahahahahahahahahaa.

lalala//

angsty kid in action.



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