Wednesday, August 03, 2005
you wear me out

isn't it just sooooo morbid? that someone you don't even know actually knows so much stories about you. and some of the stories have are what we would call fictitious as they been so sickeningly twisted by others. and through these so called "stories", i'm sure they would have had some conclusions about me as a person and DUHHH they would have judged me through the stories. which is like REAL UNFAIR?! `cause you don't even know me. get to know me first.

and the worst thing of it all is that, i cant even defend myself. and put things right to the stories. about what really happened. get the real stories first. and then, you can go and bloody hell judge me for all you want.

oh god..........

its just sooooooo horrrrrible that i just wanna stab myself.

STAB STAB STAB STAB and just die.

if one day that someone i dont even know actually manages to find me, i'm seriously just gonna STAB myself. =(

urghhhh. i bet the above paragraphs are bewildering and confusing. grrrr.


anyways, this are my goals! *BEAMS*

PSSSST. click to enlarge pls.


imma......

*cough GEEK cough*

BEAMMMMS



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