Thursday, August 11, 2005
you took away my fantasies
i seriously seriously think i have a phantom baby in my stomach. *GASP* i'm craving all the time. i feel like eating all the time. i feel like i'm feeding for two. URGHHHH. i'm guessing pms is making its 3848239847 appearance. BAHHHH.
as much as my religion doesn't celebrate christmas, i have to say i wish i could experience a REAL christmas, like maybe in US. like a white, cold christmas. with a roaring fireplace. a prettily decorated christmas tree that is adorned with bits and pieces of ornaments that has a special meaning to each and every one of them. a real christmas dinner. sending christmas cards. writing letters to santa (ive always been a good girl *beams). buying presents for special ones. decorating the house with colorful lights and all. the whole christmas spirit. awwww. how heartwarming.
now to think of it, i think fairytales are crap. corrupt the young ones. making them think that life is all perfect. like what the hell. they'll have a rude shock when they grow up and see how tainted this world is. but then again, they're still very innocent and we should let them enjoy their childhood. letting them believe in fairytales will be good on their emotional side. besides a deprived childhood once gone is never coming back. i just realise i'm oh so contradicting on this topic. wadeverrrrrr.
geek is my middle name. nurul GEEK suhaila. doesn't it look right in place? *beams
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