Monday, August 08, 2005
my <3 died without you around
and i'm officially 7teen now.
today's not only my 7teenth birthday, but also a day to celebrate 16 years of mobility! hahaha. my mom told me of how i happily just got up and started walking (or i wld rather call it stumbling) on my 1st birthday! everyone go aww. 1,2,3 AWWWWW. haha.
its been pretty much a weird day. with ups and downs. although it turned out better than i expected. (:
anyways, i just wanna leave a bigggg shout out to the allll the people who remembered my birthday......
THANK YOU SO MUCH LOVELIES!
especially to the ones who took the effort in getting me presents. loved each and every one of them. thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you. was so so so so so touched by everything.
thought that not many would remembered my birthday this year, especially the ones from crescent `cause now we're all separated and all. but of course everyone proved me wrong. heh. my phone freaking jammed after midnight from all the smses and calls. it was like lagging, trying its best to get the msgs to me. heh.
and also it was today that i realise that all hope is not lost. guys can be sweet if they want too. was freaking touched by the guys, what with the birthday cake and present. if we weren't in such a conservative society and also the fact that ur girlfrens might kill me, i would have given each and every one of you squashy hugs! HEH. thank so much guys! (: it was freaking sweet of ya`ll. although i din appreciate the cake smearings and squashing! HMPH. but haha. thanks so much you guys!
and thank you to my lovely girlies. you 4 are the cutest please! only you 4 can come up with such cute novel gifts. heh. love yaaaaaaa. -blowsKISSKISS.
and thank you to the rest for allll the presents and well wishes.
and of course thank you very very much to that one special person for doing something so sweet. you never fail to amaze me. was touched beyond words. (:
i like not wearing a watch. i used to wear one all the time. but now i realise that without a watch, i don't feel the pressure of time. isn't it wonderful to live life at your own pace. although its very unrealistic. a girl can dream cant she?
went jb with my parents yesterday. and on the way back to the second link, we stopped over at this stopover with some sorta food bazaar thingie. and i had the most magnificent view! the sky was all orangey and prettttay. and it became dark very soon after that. and i saw my FIRST star-shaped looking star! *beams* it was like twinkling and all. HOW PRETTTTAYYY! me and my fascination of stars. teehee.
oh! and it was like this congregation of singaporeans at the stopover. rather a soothing sight and atmosphere after experiencing mild maniac malaysian drivers on the roads. some areas had no freaking traffic lights. worst some were four-way junctions. tsktsk.
the other day i was at my grandaunt's place and boy did i get to hear the most fascinating things like ever! her life is like fulllll of color please! and she's one toughie. really one tough lady. i heard stories of how the sisters were both abandoned by the family. those really oldfashioned chinese la who preferred boys. and so she raised my grannie single handedly as a baby when she herself was very much a child still. that already sounds hard enough. but guess wad, it was during the world war two period. like PHWOARRRRR. i salute her man. the epitome of kick ass bravery.
and after that was like a whole tumble of stories. it was then i realise that if ever there was a change in the course of history, it will affect every single thing. i might not even be here! like for the instance that if my mom had really migrated to korea with a suitor. i definitely won't be here. dad would have married someone else and yada yada. it simply shows that every single action of human beings shape the future. fascinating isnt it? i love history.
OH OH OH!!! last week's america's next top model has my 'nothing to wear' top from forever 21. HOHOHO! k that was really random.
aye. you know something. i miss sitting in my mommy and daddy's lap. all cuddled up. huge sense of security. they were like this safety blankie. but now i'm too big to sit in anybody's lap for that matter. =( i miss the days when i was young and i would sit in my mommy's lap every night before sleep. and she would read to me. i miss those days. -WAILS
anyways, i still think that my life wont be complete if i don't get to experience pregnancy. maybe i'll stab myself to death first. HOHOHO.
the cruel words you say will haunt me for life.
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