Thursday, July 14, 2005
you're just another heartache on my list
that was a whole jumble to type. anyway, if you still hafnt figured out what it is, its "i'm supposed to type my entry backwards today. heh. "
k wadever. looks like its gonna take me 5122466422 years to type a full entry backwards. blahhhhhh.
anyways, just now we were recollecting old memories. and those were the days man........
those were the days.....................................
when i would argue and have a fight with my brother, and i would write stuff on like lotsa sheets of paper. stuff like "I HATE MY BROTHER. WHY DID I HAVE TO HAVE A BROTHER?! HE'S STUPID AND ANNOYING" and yada yada yada. how childish. but you cant blame me! i was a child back then. hehehehe.
when hopscotch, skipping rope and pepsi cola 1,2,3 were the hot pastimes.
when.......... argh. i cant remember now. my memory's failing. i could remember like a whole lot just now. but now when i do wanna pen it down, it all happily vanishes, like as dou they are on cue "oh nurul's trying to recall now! lets go hide! get her all frustrated..... TEEHEEHEE." gosh.
one day when i do finally recall all the little things i used to do as a little girl, i'll come back and write all about them. meantime, remind me of the little things we used to do during our childhood days. (:
oh! i found the most comfortable place to snuggle up and read a boook. teehee. my mom placed this french italian crafted, french lace fabric cushioned bench right under the window in the dining room. and its all cosy there when you switch on the "what-i-call-soft-romantic-lite" and you snuggle up with a blankie with your novel. and the best part about it is that it seems like you're lying directly under the sky! i could see the moon and stars. it seemed like they were directly above me. hehehe. its gonna be my new favorite hotspot in the house. considering ting and me went to ravish a number of books from the library again today! *beams* now i have MORE books to read. i'm a happy happy person. (:
i wish that some day i could get to live in a place where there are pretty green and yellow meadows. where i can roll around on the soft grass and bask in the sun under the large sky. with a cosy little hut with thatched roofs that are alllll mine. and at night, there's a bounty harvest of stars in the large large sky that are twinkling. stars that seem to be winking at me. with the picturesque landscape, magnificent windmills, gushing riverbanks. instead of being trapped in this concrete jungle, urban atrocity where the sky is dotted with skyscrapers and flats.
but then again, as much i dream of having a little place like this. its not possible for me to make it a long term stay. i would only keep it as a getaway house. where i go to relax, get a break from the hectic pace of city life. i've very much adapted to city life. and it'll be hard for me to make a transition from city life to country life permanently. anyways, its just a fantasy. how annoying. its just a fantasy. =/
don't you think i'm just typing a whole lot of gibberish today? =/ i'm off before i start typing MORE gibberish.
*nurul
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