Wednesday, July 13, 2005
there's never gonna be anyone like you.

life is all about making decisions. it sometimes really becomes a real pain in the ass when you're torn between two things and you have to do the ultimatum of making a decision. and sometimes we humans are swayed by societal pressure, that we make decisions that we wouldn't wanna make if we made the decision based on solely OUR opinions.

oops i think i lost you guys already huh? haha.

for example, you're sitting in a fren's dad's car. would you put on the seat belt if the dad puts on but your fren doesnt evendou she's sitting in front. what would you do? actually that wasnt really a good example. wadever. get what i mean?

i miss drive thru fast food! so so so so much. rarely see these anymore. except for one super-out-of-the-way macs in kallang. i can still recall the thrill of ordering through the metal box. slurping the milkshakes. chomping on the fries. devouring the food at the back of the car. weird thing to miss. but i miss drive thru fast food! it was kinda neat.

do you all actually realise that most pregnant ladies' belly button sticks out? TEEHEE. its so adorably CUTE! hehehe. i so cant wait for the moment when i have a little life living in me. don't you think its kinda neat? i think i'll be the most happiest, glowing pregnant lady. hehe! although to tell the truth i'm afraid of falling into post natal depression or wad shit. its so gonna suck! i wanna be a happy mommy giving birth to a happy baby and then i'll take care of the baby happily! teehee. what a fantasy. i bet its gonna be hell to take care of a wailing baby and its gonna be even more of a hell to give birth. =/ okay wadever. i'm not gonna burst the bubble of my fantasy. i AM gonna be a happy mommy giving birth to a happy baby and then i'll take care of the baby happily! *beams*

sometimes i wonder whether i'll be happier if i move to somewhere far far far away. so that maybe all the bad memories will be erased. and i'll start anew. where i'm gonna control my life and make sure that nothing bad is gonna happen now that i'm in a new environment. but then again, i'm just bullshitting. cause its impossible for nothing bad to happen, cause nothing's perfect. annoyingggg! and then, all the good memories wont be any good anymore, cause i'll be far far far away. when everything i love is here.

how annoying.

life's bizarre. those who don't agree with me should be shot. *beams

oh how sadistic.



but i like. (:



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