Wednesday, May 04, 2005
fantasizing about what used to be
spontaneously met alicia and pearlynn a while after school. and den went to visit someone somewhere. and after the whole thing, i felt quite...... quite...... quite..... sigh. i cant seem to find the word. but its definitely not a good feeling.
in a way, everything that she's experiencing seems like deja vu times ten. sigh. it just reminded me of everything. its like as though i'm seeing the result of going down that particular path. and it was scary. almost surreal. it was just soul-grabbing. sigh. actually i doubt anyone gets what i'm trying to say. sigh. i just cant seem to express myself now. GRRR.
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