Monday, April 25, 2005
unspoken words that yearn to reach your ears
so busy that i hafnt been talking to besties everyday, as in those reallllly long daily phone calls. its just been occasional short phone calls. sigh.
school has begun. (: thank god for that. yeaps. so you can guess that there's no more aussie. -shrugs. it was a struggle to make a decision but now i know i'm here to stay. -grins. anywayyys, school's been funnnn. -beams. but den again i better shut my gap now, later one day you see me dying to get out of school. oh wells we humans are forever stuck in this vicious cycle of never being satisfied with what we have. thinking that the grass is greener on the other side. -shakes head
and what's up with the high drama in my life? first was my darling dearest jie and all the drama and ambulance following up to an op and hospitalisation. not that i'm complaining. its been quite an experience. HOHO! and then, it was me, who nearly got into a car accident. now i haf bruises on 5 different spots on my body. =( -sulks. i wanna sue! demand compensation for the grievances caused. TEEEHEEEEEHOHO!
anddddd i really really really really wanna flyyyy over to usa. go to delias and shop till i drop. they have all the prettttay thangs that bloody singapore doesnt have. THAT IS SO UNFAIR. and what with my mom and her phobia of airplanes. TSK. i'll never make it dere. unless we decide to go dere by a sampan. row row row row row your boat gently down the OCEAN. tsk tsk tsk. one year also we'll never reach dere. 24/7 capsizing. tsk tsk!
anyways, back to the topic bout school. i gonna voice out bout something that i feel damn insecure about. that i feel afraid about. that i'm gonna be this lonely lonely lonely sorry ass in school. with no frens. no cliques. no one whom i can click with. no nothing. just me and my sorry ass. sigh. I DUNNOO! actually i dun really noe wad i'm trying to say here. all i know is that i'm afraid that in my whole 3 years of poly i wont find anyone i can click with. but den again. its too early to discover a pal in someone. HMPH. i'm being damn contradicting now. sheesh. forgeddit. ignore this paragraph.
LAAAADEEEEDUMMMMMS.
i'm waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting for.......
my DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES! hohohoho!
aye to think of it arh. one day i mite just be a desperate housewife myself. -frowns.
NONO. me and my sorry ass wont be a desperate housewife. NODS. i'm gonna be a successful careerwoman. I HOPE. HAHA!
god. i'm just rambling. sheesh. -rolllllll eyes.
WOOOLALA. my desperate housewives have started. *rub hands in glee*
toooodles darlings! -GRINS.
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