Tuesday, April 19, 2005
thank you for everything.
Because when I close my eyes
All I can see is you in my head
I dont think one day has gone by
That you havent crossed my mind
Every time I remember, I cry
How can you have meant so much to me
And I have meant nothing to you
I was so blind there was so much I didnt see
Its like I was lost
And didnt know what to say
Whenever you held me close
I just wish I would never had come to realize
The whole time I thought u cared
I had been believing a lie
Now that I'm sober
I once again can see clear
I want you to know
How much I miss
You Here
You are my life
But my drug addiction
Pierced me severely
Like a razor sharp knife
I'm sorry this happened
I can't explain why
But I can tell you
I constantly cry
Don't think that no ones loved you,
because they've turned away.
Don't feel they didn't care for you,
because they couldn't stay.
Don't damn the world for not returning
the love you feel you've given.
Don't hate the one that you were yearning for,
because he couldn't make a commitment.
Just think of him as experience,
and think how much you've grown.
Think of him as the sacred prince
who placed you on a throne.
Think of all your times together,
feeling closer since you're apart.
Think of your plans of now and forever,
and hold them in your heart.
And don't let yourself feel so much hate
when he's no longer your other.
For when you're both at Heaven's gate,
that man will be your brother.
*nurul
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