Monday, March 14, 2005
in the name of love......

today was chelle's burfdayyy!
-starts sings HAPPY BURFDAY HAPPY BURFDAY TO YOUUUUUU!!! at the top of my voice. teehee. went for the mass comm written test too... yeappps. i got shortlisted. shocking huh? haha. oh wells. went for it even dou i dun really noe whether i wanna get into the course. just went for the paper to keep my options open. hafnt made my mind up at all. sickening.


i momentarily stopped typing. because they started playing that song on perfect 10. sighh. oh wells....... forgeddit.


some bad shit took place the minute i reached home. blearghh. when i went to open my cupboard, i realised that a lot of things were missing..... and i recoiled in horror. the imperial moo moo exercised her freaking POWERRR and threw out my things when i wasnt home. and i crumbled. because it was then that it hit me.... that now..... that now there's really nothing to help me savour the memories anymore. nothing. -noddds. she din noe how much those things meant to me. it was scraps to her. but it meant a whole lot to me. she din noe how muchh it meant to me. how much it meant to me. it was the only thing i was left with. now all i have left are memories in my heart and mind..... memories that i'm desperately trying not to forget. savouring it forever and ever and ever....

i think it was too much to pretend to be happy the whole freaking day for chelle's sake. hearing all the happy experiences from them. while me, i was soddingly sad but couldnt show it. and when i came home to find the most dearest things to my heart was gone, i just couldnt take it. sigh.



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