Wednesday, January 05, 2005
the perfect heartbreaker. thats what you are.

pfffffffft. couldnt sleep last night. tossed and turned and tossed and turned and tossed and turned. and by golly, the last i saw of the time was 5+am. -frowns. and at 11am, i woke up. oh wad the hell. since i-cant-rmbr-how-long-ago, i hafnt been awake before 2pm. stupid thangs bothering me like fleas. -pouts.


anyways, talking to sweet sweet xuemin now. the sweetheart. i miss her! i miss the hotlisters! i miss g3! but i dun miss crescent. yuckks. haha! sigh. i miss my life of pure happiness and bliss. rawking with the gurlfrens. now everything's just plain stale.


[[ do you noe how much it hurts to cry? but do you noe how much it hurts even more when your heart's crying, but your eyes cant? ]]


my bestie dun believe that i'm holding up so well. in a way, she's afraid that i'll falter. but thats `cause last time i was like that. i'll go soft after a while. but now, hell i wont. `cause this time, i'm really sure what i want. and this time i'm gonna do this for my own sake. for myself. gonna be selfish for once. anyways, its gonna be nearly 3 weeks now. and i'm holding up pretty well now arent i? just believe in me will ya bestie? i promise you that you wont see me get hurt anymore........



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*nurul blows a kiss ;
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